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[Apr. 6th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
just for memories sake i'm going to let you all in( if you weren't there to witness the initial humor of the situation) on a story
basically my victorias secret,pink red and lime green undies said hi to the world today.
i am so sure you want to know the story.
basically i didn't wake up until f block today. i kind of floated through the day,unaware of anything. As i was trotting down to the band room after concert quire jazz band was also coming down the hall. i must have been really absorbed in my thoughts because the next thing i know, jay bumps into me, semi-falls and takes down my skirt with him.
damn that oh so pretty black with sequins skirt.
i'm not quite sure what my reaction there was. if you have ever noticed, your brain doesn't really react all that quickly in these types of situations. my reflexes seem to have gone on holiday. I think i said something to the effect of "wow my skirt just fell down" and then something triggered in my brain to "pull" my skirt back up. Of course this was after kevin and whoever else happen to see the whole scene.
charming i tell you. of course they swore they saw "nothing." which i know is a load of b-o-l-o-g-n-a.
but hey you have to laugh at yourself sometimes. i'm just glad that happened to me and not an incredibly shy girl. can you imagine? she would have run into the bathroom never to return. i waltz right up to sam and said "want to hear a story?"
and since sam is just such an amazing friend she said
"HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA you were skirted ash"
but she is truly marvy.
alrighty ,have a short time before i'm off to sing for the old folks with vocale ensemble. maybe JUST maybe i'll know the words to that bloody german song tonight.doubtful.
oh beeejesssus, this is the old folk crowd that contains that old women who came up to talk to me after it last year
" dear come here."
*ashley trips and waddles over in chorus dress*
" i just wanted to tell you that you have the most beautiful eyes"
*ashley scrunches up nose trying to think of something more clever to say than thank you, and fails*
"oh thank you!"
"no really, what a lovely shade of green...let me look at you"
*old woman puts her face right in mine........*
wow. old people just like flock to me , i dont get it.
alrighty kids, i bid you farewell!
cheers! |
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[Apr. 5th, 2005|08:38 pm] |
i just got home from work , and i'm all sleepy-poo, but accomplished kind of sleepy.
sometimes i'm just wicked good at my job. As in the days where i go in and actually enjoy it. Tonight was one of them. I like the whole making people happy aspect of my job.
aw my poor little brother. Tonight he came in my room and he was crying ( mom wasn't home yet) and he had broken out with red bumps everywhere. I'm not so nurse-ish let me tell you. The poor kid is allergic to everything i swear. during this past year we found out he's allergic to like every fruit known to man, and soy. wtf is that, soy is in everything. so now we shop at healthfood places. health food, oy. So i made him an ice cream sundae to make him feel better.
ashley cares about her brother...yeah mark that on the calendar.
alrighty this is a quickie....if you didn't read my other one, do so, i put alot of thought into that (JORDANA)
night night kids |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|07:01 pm] |
i am so amazingly content with everything right now.
this year had it's rockyness for me during the winter months. School was this constant topic that raged war in the Newman household and it put alot of stress on everyone. Having your mom be a teacher as her profession sucks ass usually. I always thought she has this lookout of her self that screamed " I'M A TEACHER AND I KNOW ALL" , or at least that's how she portrayed herself. School was always such a big flipping deal in my house, as if grades were the only thing that made me who i am. I guess i kind of came to the realization this year that i can do it for me, and that's good enough. That may seem like i'm stating the obvious, but how many times did you A) run home to put your reportcard on the fridge when it was glowing with good remarks, or B) run home to attack the mailman before he could get it to your mailbox. Yeah exaclty, worrying what the parental units will think. So surprisingly enough i'm doing extremely well in all my classes. To the point where i'm bored. I worked my rear end off for all my mid terms , so my mailman will live. Everything is so peaceful in my house when my parents are happy. it's nice. In english the other day i had a choice of essay topics to write about
1) write a letter to an 8th grader explaining what you wish you had known when you entered highschool
or
2) write about a time you misjudged what someone was trying to teach you
i started writing a letter to an 8th grader, reminising about all of the things my parents told me that i could have/should have done...and it kind of turned into essay option 2. It's crazy to think about all of the things our parents nag us about, all of things that i would have been better off had i done them. dare i say this....i'm grateful i turned out the way i did. sure i have plenty of flaws, but i guess i wouldn't be the person i am had it not been for how they brought me up.
can you tell i'm graduating in 30 something days?
i've moved on from the fall-emotion of GOOD GOD get me out of this place.....past the twinge of reality in the winter...now it's spring, i'm finishing paying my seniors dues and what not. it's weird. just weird. i still feel like i'm too immature to go out into the world. Talking to my friend nichole the other day about our apartment situation, and we realized the amount of things that we have no idea how to do. I've always been ms. independent, to the point where my parents want to scream, but there really are alot of things i take for granted. cooking being one of them. oy vey, if you know me, you know that my cooking skills are el-crapo. anyone remember the whole almost burning down my house making toast deal. haha. wow.
i am so ADD, the openening of this entry was about how content i am with life....right i'll stop digressing
So much has happened recently that makes me smile to myself.
1) it's become really appart who the important people in my life are, as in the highschool drama is still there, but you just feels these incredible bonds with people , now that you know you have to let go soon
2) i sucked it up, let down my guard that i keep up , and met an amazing person. aw man i know i'm the queen of corneyness but i am seriously amazed at this kid. we talked the other day for a couple hours and i was strangely happy just listening to him because it was just...interesting. i don't know, we're pretty differnt in alot of ways, but it felt like it balanced out. Most of my friends have been in my life for years and years, and we're so much alike it sick. But meeting someone completely knew that i knew nothing about and slowly got to know....i dont know, it's nice.
3) school is a success for me right now.
4) Band trip coming up :)
5) my job is amazing
6) my dad just came home with two boxes of toaster strudels for me ( shoot i just broke the seriousness of this entry)
just stuff.
i guess i dont' have to be AS sad as seniors who are going far far away. I'll be local next year, so i won't lose ties with everyone. And knowing that basically i can run my life this summer is scary and amazing. There are so many things i can do that i have no idea what to do. Travel is a def. Road trips will be the sweetest thing this summer. Living life everyday knowing that you can do anything......crazy.
alrighty, all for now.......keep smilng everyone...(jordana , you happy? haven't written this long a speil in here in a LONG TIME) cheers |
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[Apr. 1st, 2005|10:05 pm] |
crazyness
my life just got that much crazier. just when everything seemed to be settling down to a liveable pace , unbelievable-ness came knocking at my door.
if you're anyone who's anyone in my life feel free to ask for a more in depth story in regard to ^.
i'm truly confused as fuck right now...if fuck can be confused (??)
i'm out of here, my brain is fried from this week. midterms are done though,that's a bonus. English (A) environ.sci (B) Physics (A)
there is a god.
okay nighty night kids |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|06:57 pm] |
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i really really really really really LOVE My life right now...
fabiity fab fab
i dont even want to give details...just use your imaginations :) |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|01:41 pm] |
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our teacher brought us down to the computer lab to work on one of the 5 million projects she assigned this week. Sadly i'm looking at this thingy and jordana is distracting me .
i was a first class dink today. wow. ashley speechless? what is this about?
today in concertquire ms.p was slightly annoyed that we can't sing as a group. Granted she claims that it's hard to sing..er...5th with the middle note missing (wait what i'm not ashtar i dont' know what i'm talking about) so she made us sing individually. Heh, so there i am saying to everyone around me, um i dont want to sing by myself. in which i got the response of "umm hello mrs.mayor"
aw poo, it's differnt though.
i don't think anyone in the cast of pit of seussical will ever stop singing or humming the tunes of that show. I don't even know the words to some of the songs, it's a strange thing having a song in your head when you dont' know the words.
what am i talking about? this is the most boring entry ever, i'm so out of it.
so as i was going over to chat today pete like attacks my face. cheers pete.
there is honestly nothing that exciting going on in my life right now and it's sad. The musical took up so much of my time now i'm all ..now what? I need something exciting to happen soon.....
Band trip in 20-something days.
later lovelies. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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Greetings !
after much bouncing around from xanga's -to mindsays-and other various blogs, i ended up back with a livejournal. Now that the musical is officailly over i'll have lots and LOTS of time on my hands, so i'll keep this thing-ma-jig going.
Today was quite blah for me, i'm still feeling the after effects of cast parties till two in the morning at denny's and what not. My teachers point blank told me today that it was obvious when "your A average went down during these past weeks it was due to the musical." a.k.a get your rear end back in gear ashley newman. Esspecially in environmental science. By GH block i'm usually in la-la land and can't pay attention anyways. Jordana and I usually kick back to the middle school days and write notes to eachother, because we are super cool. ( and by super cool i mean in a very not at all way, :) )
stupid boy in the back of the classroom: "you know what ms.hart, i hate you"
Ms. claire-marie Hart: "i don't like you either, you have no friends come to think of it."
that lady never fails to crack me up. may i be as witty as she is when i'm over the hill.
i just stopped typing this for a good hour or so....and in that hour two people made me feel like i'm not worth exsisting. since when did i become the bad one in highschool drama? why does everyone feel like a crush=immediate relationship. it's so silly. and to quote one of the dudes " you never get involved in relationships, you dont know what you want"
sue me.
by not being the community gf to every guy in our school i have escaped alot of the crap that everyone is going through. Dur, i'm not asexual here, i obviously have had my crushes and what not. But i wait until something matter to me i guess. oh second favorite quote of that whole comvo...
" you can't speak ashley, you dont even know when a guy likes you. your oblivious."
what in gods name do you say to that?
i am so out of here...i had a good day minus this stupidness..there are things to be happy about, i dont have to worry about any of that.
cheers kiddies |
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